Do Not Get so Involved without Knowing what LIES at the heart of it :) :)

Well well well.. stuck here in office for at least another 4 hours.. Argghhh it seems like a never ending work im doing <<~~ actually not really working but pretend to cos here got CCTV :) anyway back to the topic.! oh wait I din even say yet wats the topic right! :P  Okay here we go :) I HATE POLITIC!! there you go!! big and Caps :) I really hate politic and im not afraid of anyone that wants to come and arrest me of saying I HATE IT!!!.. 

The amount of HATE i have for politics honestly is BEYOND words can describe!! its really un explainable  .. and how i wish we have no POLITICS and everyone is allowed to do watever they want...<<~~ even if its gona create a CHAOS... i wud rather choose world without politics...

Politics is the art of looking for trouble,finding it everywhere, 

diagnosing it incorrectly and applying the wrong remedies.

Politics is the art of making your selfish desires seem like the national interest

Seriously people... Enuff said.. I hate it.. means i wont be a part of it.. and when i HATE sumting so very much.. i appreciate if you guys can respect tat!! why am i saying this right now is because.. there is BUNCH of NOSY people start critizing and telling me on how I should VOTE and do the RIGHT THING!!! little that they know everyone is CORRUPTED!! its just some are more than another.. tats all.. cmon!! this people is jepordizing ur tiny brain by telling u and promising u lies!! GOVERMENT or the OPPOSITION!! cmon dont crap around with me at least!! we all is given a choice to VOTE or not to VOTE! NO one can be forced to do wat they dont want!! so stop asking me to VOTE when clearly i hate both side!! they are for me both corrupted and participating in this will get my hands dirty all over with this POLITICS!!  

All this attention seekers can go to hell for all i CARE!! and yes i mean all the GOVERNMENT and the OPPOSITION the attention seeker.. you think this country belongs to you??? first of all :) u call urself as MUSLIM :) second u can have the right to say this place belongs to you guy!! have u guys no shame?? or anything similar to that very category??? HELLO!!! is ur brain functioning well?? or are u just LACK of ISLAMIC EDUCATION?? this place has always belongs to one and only GOD ( ALLAH ) .. you or whoever **YOU** are have no damn bloody right to come and speech out as if this bloody country belongs to you!! you created it??? you built it??? you own it?? Are you the CREATOR of it???? 

and i know all the answer for the question above is NO!! soo fuckers!! please get yourself together and make this a place for everyone!! no one gives u permission to be there and lead!!! you think you are the KING and i have to bow down to you?? for fuck sake!! u can go and kill urself!! I AM NOT GONA BOW DOWN even if you are the KING OF THE WORLD! for me the one and only person I SHOULD BOW DOWN to is GOD!! nothing but GOD!!! 

so please.. dont do MESS in this country fighting here and there..vandalize the things around claiming that you should OWN this place!! Bloody build yourself a tank.. put urself in it ..and EXPLODE ur self with it!!! you piece of SHITTY people are the reason this WORLD is corrupted.. and you want me to get my hand in there and VOTE FOR YOU PEOPLE???? OH PLEASE!!!! i rather DIE in the JAIL for watever i said rather than I VOTE for people like u guys to give RULES and REGULATION!! all you guys do is EAT THE MONEY AND MAKE URSELF FAT WITH SINS!!! 

and i am not gona be part of this SHIT!! for freaking assholes i wanna waste my time lining up in a queue and VOTE for you guys and at the end of the day .. gets NOTHING .. NO BENEFITS at all.. MOST OF THE  HUMANS ARE HUNGER OF MONEY!!! well thats the difference between me and you... i am a LOVE HUNGER!!! not MONEY HUNGER!!! so please... before you guys ask me again this very same question on why i am NOT VOTING!! think twice!!  THE POLITICIANS dont deserve my TIME and EFFORT to queue and support them cos at the end of the day!! we are getting nothing but SCREWED in the ass :) 

No one will really understand politics until they understand that politicians are not trying to solve our problems. They are trying to solve their own problems — of which getting elected and re-elected are number one and number two. Whatever is number three is far behind.

But yeah :) for those who is voting :) Hopefully whoever wins this time will PROVE me wrong by not being an asshole that keeps money all to themselves and make us desperately HUNGER for more!! Sorry if this blog offended any of you which is a VERY LOYAL supporter!! i have no issues with you guys supporting any of those who you like.. But I only have issues when people coming to me telling im making a mistake by not VOTING!! sorry.. i dont wanna make myself be a hypocrite.. IF I DONT LIKE it!! i wont waste my time to PLEASE IT!!  So Fellas out there! :) save your saliva before coming and telling me to change my mind! :) i am supporting a party which is call a PARTY OF ME AND MYSELF :) 


The typical citizen drops down to a lower level of mental performance as soon as he enters the political field. He argues and analyzes in a way which he would readily recognize as infantile within the sphere of his real interests. He becomes primitive again
you can hate me :) for watever reason i wrote this blog.. but U cant say IM WRONG for having my OWN opinion :) 

kOtex!!!! Please Be back to reality!!!!!

Seriously?? any women seeing this wud always wish they meet these people who did this advertisement and give then a very extremely BIG SMACK on their face...<<~~ or at least i do!! You Kidding me people!! A happy period??? u fucking kidding me right??? Is there any such thing?? The pain that this thing causes us each and every month is never a HAPPY PERIOD.. its painful..dreadful..awful..and FUGLY feeling inside that you wish you can just detach this stomach of urs and attach it back when its over and done with!!!

You guys think we are dumb arses?? To believe in all this sweet word of yours!!! Oh no you dont.. we are smart.. yes yes yess!!! now we are.... Your fake happy signboard on each and every Isle where you sell those pad doesn't catch our eyes anymore.Oh the hell NO it doesnt!!!. all we do is drag our feet almost half dead by the very extreme painful stomach to ur isle and not reading any of your fake advertisement stating its a happy and joyus day wearing any of that!!

I swear there was not even a single occasion did i recall wearing any of that for the past years has been any help .. it didnt make me jump in joyness and make me wanna wear all white..or confident or happy..or very comfortable.. all those thing make me feel is sumting stuck at the place its not suppose to..i cant walk properly..every 10 minutes I have to check my back so there wont be any Japanese FLAG all over my pants.. i have to push it back and front whenever i walk fast or run!! the hell im kidding?? running on that time !! NO NO NO bad ideaaa~~ BADDDD ideaa <<~~ first ur stomach feels like falling off and second there will be a boat **you know wat i mean** going front and back... and especially in public ... tats not a very advisable running around :) cos u cant really manage to bring it back to *Its position** you know wat i mean :) **wink wink **so dont think of running!!

anyway back to the story.. this kind of advertisement makes me SICK! and Annoyed!! unless they know how it feels like..don't go simply put a sign for FUN!! cos that experience comes EVERY month for a visit.. and it was NEVER pleasant!!  so don't go around make us dumb and START putting sign like.. THE HELL DAY IS COMING AND YOU NEED THIS ON!!  FREAKING HELL!!! JUST BUY ANY AND PUT THEM ON BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!   <<~~ I wud have probably buy if this was the advertisement!! cos damn hell its true!! no one care if its soft or with wings or without.. Hello?? its not making u fly up the air!! the wings never help in anything anyway!!  soo who cares wat color or how soft tat bloody thing is!! ??? Hellloo?? im like a broken pipe for 5 days straight??? I dont need softness!! i need a bloody massage on my stomach!! unless this things can help me with tat then YESS!!! i wud surely appreciate it more!!!! damn !!

Now u guys must be wondering..why this all fuss is about :) :) guess again ~~ the DOomSday visit me today.. and hell yeah my body is aching..my stomach cramp always last for at least 2 days.. my mood swing <<~~ ohh dont even ask me about mood swings ** my mood can swing better than me swinging a bat for cricket game!! and not forgetting!! the amount of food I EAT!!! i can even chew my own finger ... normally when this day is coming!! pimples will be like all over my face!! its like out of sudden they just pop out my face like a bloody Volcano ready to explode!! and that will be the bloody center of attention the whole freaking week! that ONE BIG PIMPLE tat looks like an atomic bomb placed in ur face!! and then the cramps will start and I will search for food like I have never eaten before in my life!! and i will eat and eat n eat ( feel guilty for 5 minutes ) and continue eating and eating!! my god!! and stomach will feel bloated for at least 5 - 6 days.. back will be hurting... aaaaahhhh!!! what a missarable feeling.. and the annoying part is.. it comes EVERY FREAKING MONTH!!! its like .. im going bitch!! see u in 4 weeks time..~~ shit! and u will be like just happily enjoying ur time!! and POOF!! im back bitch!! =.=  

why u think we get PMS??? with all this every month!! and yet u guys all don't seems to understand!! say tat we whine so much and bla bla bla!! HELLO!! i wanna see you having this every month and i wanna see how u feel!! My god.. i can go on and on and on about this forever!!

and the most part i hate when it comes during sleeping time!! arghhh... u have to end up cleaning ur bed sheet the next day cos map is all over there!! i know its such a disgusting topic and i have no idea why am i writting this.. but Oh well who cares! people shud knw how a women feels like when they have ths..and if ur wife sis mother , friends are on PMS!! the least u cud do is UNDERSTAND THEM!! tats all!! its our time to whine cos we are in pain? and we feel like,.,we are in pain.. and the only way for it to be fair is to make the guy suffer too!! :) hahah <<~~ evil plan of womens :D or maybe me !! :P hahahhaa anyway my fingers is cursing me cos i am making it work all day long today! :) so adios amigos! Before i go! enjoy a clip of another girl who thinks just like me :) at least she is agreeing to watever i am saying on this topic :P :P

MY DESI GIRL :) SUPERWOMEN!

Y U NO LEMME SLEEP LA

A little bit of I DONT CARE?

Here i am again..Blogging my heart out.. at least thats what i always do when i have problems or dont know where to turn to..Blogging has been the medium that i let my heart go wild and run around in this virtual world of mine.. as for now.. lets run wild together with my heart and see where its gona lead us to...

For almost a decade ago.. i wud have probably mind or care of what people might think of me.. but guess wat people! now i dun really give a damn.. But who am i to lie .. i do get hurt or offended sometimes when i hear people badmouthing me or saying something not so very pleasant about me or my behaviour..or the way i dress up or the way i present myself.. but now i wanna tell you.. WHO ON EARTH gave u the idea that i gave a fuck to wat u think about me????

well here is for those suckers out there with no LIFE... i am who i am.. i dont have to present as an angel in front of you or anybody.. Dont go around expecting im ur lil puppet that will nod to every single thing u order.. i am made in this world by One and only GOD... i obey to only HIM.. you are nothing to me..and youll never be something to me.. who are you again may i ask? tat expecting me to bow down??? ur kidding rite? Oh wait? ur serious??? ohhhh go kill youself please :) 

I am ME! I am Unique.. i was born and raised by my parents who love me dearly.. i have friends who understand me... i have people who love me just the way i AM! i am not hypocrite..i am not gona act ANGELIC just to please Anyone! you people which expect FAKENESS can rot in hell for all i care.. I am not gona fake myself to please you.. You dont like me?? Oh Good :) pack you begs and move on the road BACKO! i dont give a shit! you think that by acting all decent and nice infront of you wud do any good? Nope! cos people who likes talking about others always feel they are MR/MRS Perfect.. little that they know..they are the one that is actually NOT PERFECT and by making other people center of the conversation they think.. it would hide their IMPERFECTIONS!

Guess ur wrong.. cos your imperfect..i am imperfect..everyone is.. and tats just beautiful.. Who are you to judge me ?? are u paid to talk bad about others? or your life is too dull that you have not better things to do?? whatever it is..I pity you for having NO LIFE AT ALL...

Talking about me..just making me the center of your world really really making me famous :) thank you very much for the time and effort... For all i Care i LOVE Myself..i love how IMPERFECT i am ..and i just love each and everything about me.. I love how the way i mess up my hair.. how i do my make up..how i dress up ... how i speak, walk and talk! i like every bit of my LIFE just the way it is.. and if you have a problem with it :) feel free to get the hell outta ma life.. cos your not welcome in the circle of my life...

dont think you are perfect and you dont have any disadvantages.. dont think you are liked and loved by everybody.. i am not expecting you to love nor hate me.. i dont want you Near me :) as simple as that :) If you are sooo good...than prove youself by doing good things rather than talking bad about people behind their back..cos it is not really showing the Good side of you anyway !!  

like i always say :) i dont have time to hate those who are hating me :) cos i rather spend the time to love those who are loving me :) see ya later haterz!! :)